So, two months after my world crashed down around my ears, I have returned to work.
This has been a difficult move and although I have very understanding colleagues, it’s difficult being away from home, from my husband and daughter and from all things related to Jude.
Day one saw me changing my screen saver so that I wouldn’t be surprised by the picture of him on his first day of school, or cuddling his sister at the park. I can’t have him there yet. I need to be strong there. If I cry at work, I’ll never stop.